Im a little pig！

       俺们结婚啦～～！

  我知道伤心不能改变什么
　那么让我诚实一点
　诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
　只有关上了门不必理谁
　一个人坐在空的包厢里面
　手机让它休息一夜
　那上千个切掉回忆的画面
　眼泪不能流过十二点
　生日快乐
　我对自己说
　蜡烛点了
　寂寞亮了
　生日快乐
  泪也融了
　我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
　还爱你带一点恨
　还要时间
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　才能平衡
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　热恋伤痕
　                                                                    　画面重生
　                                                                      祝我生日快乐

 September 14

Amy Winehouse has Arrived

Cab driver Mitch Winehouse and his pharmacist wife Janis welcome their second child Amy into their North London home. When the Winehouses split, a nine-year-old Amy and her older brother Alex live mostly with their mother in Southgate – a London suburb best known for housing the Priory, a celebrity-friendly rehab hospital. "She was always very self-willed," her father Mitch tells Rolling Stone in 2007. "Not badly behaved but...different."

 1996 Too Cool for School

At 12, Winehouse wins a space in the prestigious Sylvia Young Theatre School, but is expelled long before graduation. (The final straw? Getting her nose pierced). "She was very bright but she was always messing around," mom Janis tells London's Daily Mail in 2007. By 16, Winehouse – who later tells Interview, "I'm not very ambitious at all" – lands a deal with Simon Fuller's (the man behind American Idol) management company. She eventually signs with Island Records.

 2003 January

 The Amy-Blake Rollercoaster

Winehouse meets Blake Fielder-Civil (left), a part-time gofer on music video sets, at a local bar. She promptly has his name tattooed above her heart, and the two begin a tempestuous, on-and-off romance. During one particularly prolonged hiatus, he reconciles with an old flame and a heart-broken Winehouse writes the bulk of her 2007 breakthrough album, Back to Black. It was a time of extreme creativity, but Winehouse admits she was also attempting to drown her sorrows in booze.

October 20

 Amy Releases Frank

Frank, a jazz-inflected album that explores the pain of a previous breakup, goes platinum in the U.K. While the single, "Stronger Than Me," wins Winehouse the Ivor Novello songwriting award for Best Contemporary Song, she seems dissatisfied with the album's slick packaging and arrangements. "I can't even listen to Frank any more," she tells The Sun in 2006. "In fact, I've never been able to."

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2006 Fall

Smaller Amy,Biggr Beehie

The British press buzzes about Winehouse's rapid weight loss – The Times, for example, claims the once-curvy chanteuse dropped three dress sizes. Winehouse attributes her shockingly slim new look to cutting back on her marijuana use. "I'm a musician; I'm not a model," she says on her 2007 concert DVD, I Told You I Was Trouble. "The more insecure I felt, the more I'd drink." And the more she'd tease that trademark beehive: "The more insecure I feel, the bigger my hair has to be."

 October 30

 Winehouse is Ba-ack

Back to Black is released in the U.K. and is propelled by the catchy "Rehab." The song recounts the time Fuller's company tried to force her into a treatment facility. "I did [go to rehab], for just 15 minutes," she tells The Sun. "I went in and said, 'Hello' and explained that I drink because I'm in love and have f---ed up the relationship. Then I walked out."

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March 13

 Taking The States by Storm

Back to Black enters the Billboard charts at No. 7, the highest debut for a U.K. female at the time, and "Rehab" (Winehouse pictured in music video) peaks at No. 9 on the Hot 100. Entertainment Weekly declares: "It's a near-perfect [album] that declares not just the arrival of a fully formed talent, but possibly the first major salvo of a new British Invasion."

 Spring

 Club Wed

Winehouse breaks up with chef Alex Claire and reconciles with Fielder-Civil. "Blake and I are best friends," she tells . "It was a strain not to be able to see each other because we were both in other relationships." In May, they get hitched in Miami . "I know I'm talented, but I wasn't put here to sing," she tells Rolling Stone. "I was put here to be a wife and a mom and look after my family."

June

 'just Chicken Scratch'

In a video on Spin.com, Winehouse is seen posing for photographer Terry Richardson while Scratching on her exposed midriff with a shard of broken glass. "I wrote 'I love Blake' on my tummy," she says, "It's just chicken scratch." She also tells the German magazine Stern. "I believe that I live through pain. If you suffer for something it means to me that it is not unimportant." Another milestone that month: Winehouse lands on the cover of Rolling Stone.

August 23

Winehouse is arrested – along with Fielder-Civil and hairstylist Alex Foden – in Bergen, Norway, and charged with possessing .25 ounces of marijuana. She is released the next day after paying a $712 fine. When the incident leads to visa problems, the singer decides to appeal.

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November 08

Hubby in Handcuffs

Police raid Winehouse's London home and later arrest Fielder-Civil, 25, on conspiracy charges. Fielder-Civil, who had been awaiting trial for a June assault, allegedly tried to pay off a witness. A week later, an emotional Winehouse plays the first gig of her planned 17-date U.K. tour, only to be booed by fans. Soon afterward, she cancels all public appearances for 2007. "I can't give it my all onstage without my Blake," she says on her web site. "My husband is everything to me and without him it just isn't the same." In December, after racking up six Grammy nominations, Winehouse is arreated in connection with her husband's case.

 January 22

Wino Caught on Tape, Enters Rehab

Winehouse is caught on camera allegedly binging on drugs in footage, revealed by the U.K.'s The Sun. The newly bland singer is seen smoking what the paper claims is a crack pipe. Police in London study the video, according to a spokesperson, who says after the officers assess the footage, they'll determine whether to take action. Days later, Winehouse enters arehab facility: "She has come to understand that she requires specialist treatment to continue her ongoing recovery from drug addiction," says a statement from her record company.

 February 10

Winehouse Wins five Grammys!

Winehouse pulls off a near-clean sweep at the 2008 Grammy Awards, winning five trophies including Record of the Year, Song of the Year and Best New Artist. Via satellite from London, she performs "You Know That I'm No Good" and "Rehab," and gives an emotional acceptance speech, where she thanks her producer Mark Ronson (who wins Producer of the Year), her mother (right) and father, and her husband ("To my Blake, my Blake incarcerated," she says).

 April25-26

 Alleged Headbutt Leads to Arrest

Winehouse is arrested in London (left) for assault, in which she allegedly headbutted a man outside a London pub on April 23. She is released the following day. Weeks later,

Winehouse is arrested again– this time, in connection with alleged drug offenses.

      I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end it's so beautiful.

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